Today marks one year that I received a call from my sweet husband who said " They told me I have Kleinfelters". Genetic testing showed Chase was born with an extra X chromosome. Pain that we have never experienced before ran deep through our veins. Anger and sadness filled our days and nights for a while. The worst fight in our marriage history was during that time and a thought actually filled my mind one night to leave the house for a while.. walk away from our home together. Break apart our oneness that marriage created in my soul.
One year.
We know broken. We have known great pain and disappointment. But can I just say I am thankful for that pain. They say grief tunnels deep to make room for true JOY to flow through. What a year this has been! My relationship with Christ as well as my relationship with my husband has been made better because of those tunnels grief created.
How true that is! Our Lord is perfectly forming two beautiful babies in anothers womb. Weird? Maybe you say. But, this is our story. One not ordinary.. but X-traordinary!!!
BE joyful always, pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances, for this is Gods will for you in Christ Jesus. 1 Timothy 5:16
Much love,
Taylor
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About usChase and I met in 2006 and married in 2010. We have been celebrating the joy in the journey since day one. Through job losses to infertility to the unexpected death of Taylor's father we are pointing back to the cross and celebrating his grace and mercy. Blessed with adoptive twins we live a simple life in Northwest Ga. Archives
July 2016
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